February 2012
35 posts
new jam
Stars: “your ex-lover is dead”
May have binged a little on brownie bites, peanut m&ms, and crappy wine tonight. Geez, I wish I could be sorry.
Besides, who the hell am I trying to impress on SB 0-12 anyway? My best guy friend? Or my friend with whom I’ve already had an aggressively asexual hookup? Pass. (though, to be honest, I’m still in love with bachelor number two, despite my better judgment)
teflonwonton asked: i just love your blog... i guess that means i just love you. o well so be it... so proud of you miss lady. you are clearly a large bucket o awesome :D /rando creeper stalkage
@wordsthatididntsay
Precisely. I am sans suitor at the moment.
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I’m feeling kind of lightheaded today. I can’t be dehydrated, I’ve been guzzling water. Maybe I have the diabeetus. Maybe I’m pregnant.
toasted
Subway should never be anything but. Good heavens, that was scrumptious.
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Training is going well so far, I’ve been able to tolerate the treadmill by doing intervals, I’m hoping it makes me less snail-like.
I’ve just gotta make sure I don’t push myself too hard and get hurt.
I ate ALL the palak paneer today.
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and by the way
How the hell is it already Thursday??
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I may have found a cheaper alternative to my...
Eggo Nutrigrain Blueberry waffles.
My mind? Blown.
And nary a word was spoken.
I suppose I asked him to leave me alone. So he did.
DIB is at the coffe shop (shocker)
Time to play it ice cold.
4th year scheduling meeting
Hello, anxiety.
I’m choosing to believe that the jump in the scale this morning is because I’m getting so jacked and not because I ate my body weight in sushi and Graeter’s mint cookies n’ cream last night.
It’s definitely because I’m getting swoll.
All this closure is cool, don’t get me wrong, but I’m feeling a little off right now.
Maybe it’s the confirmation that these relationships really are done for good (not that I didn’t already know that). Maybe it’s the lack of any prospects. Maybe it’s the Bon Iver.
Regardless, I just feel off.
True Life: I'm a medical student
Tonight would’ve been a good episode. Mixed signals, starcross’d lovers, unnecessary drama, misinterpreted events. It had it all.
When will the madness end?
I just teared up at the April and Andy wedding.
Feelings.
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2nd fire alarm of the day.
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is this real life?
I spent 2.5 hours yelling at/talking to Med2 last night, and while there were some topics of conversation that were problematic and unsettling, I am very very glad that we talked it out. I may have told him, in a moment of anger that he was the only one I wish hadn’t happened (which isn’t true, but it felt good to say). Eventually, things calmed down and we were able to be nice to...
dying over this grey's
I live for this kind of alternate universe shit.
I wish I knew how to quit you, Peanut M&Ms.
Good thing it’s almost training time.
My intern told me that the attending said she should consult me about how to treat a patient’s constipation more aggressively because I have more experience with it.
I burst out in a fit of nervous giggles at the thought of someone taking my medical decision-making seriously.
Good god, woman. You’re going to be a doctor in 14 months.
Dork alert
I’ve started daydreaming much more frequently about being a badass attending than about anything remotely romantic. This is progress, yes?
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Gonna have to put in some serious miles tomorrow
Totally worth it.
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@wordsthatididntsay
I’m OBSESSED with the palak paneer, paneer tikka, and Mexican casserole bowl. The brown rice/vegetable bowl is tasty, and I’m about to try the teriyaki bowl. The chili cornbread one is also pretty legit.
Is there anything that Amy’s makes that isn’t insanely delicious??
I need to purchase some new swimsuits for SB 0-12. Any suggestions?
@heeereskatie
No prob, bob. The only reason I’ve been so smitten is because during lecture, the attending mentioned a kid who had aspirated a peanut m&m.
After that, I was a goner. They’re so damn good and so damn satisfying.
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I can hear them calling to me with their siren song.
Peanut m&m’s will be my spring break downfall.
Perhaps buying a gigantic bag was a poor life choice?
January 2012
128 posts
Finishing said m&m's
Worst part of my day
peanut m&m's
Greatest thing to happen to me today
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I wonder if he realizes that by pushing the issue, he effectively ruined any future we may have had?
good heavens
So this is what it feels like to NOT self-destruct.
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addendum
That interaction is dedicated to all my girls (and boys), IRL and tumblr alike.
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well, that was unpleasant but necessary
Ran into DIB at the coffeeshop, and because the Universe has a sick sense of humor, wouldn’t you know it, there weren’t any open tables. So, because I’m mature and above pettiness, I sat with him and had a fairly uneventful evening. We talked some more, I reiterated that while, yes, I was happy to be talking to him again too, I didn’t see another way for me to come out of...
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3 miles.
Hope my knees don’t mutiny tomorrow.
Trying to stay positive
Can’t let the sad in.
Tincture of time.
Finally watching Up
At first I was like, ALL THE CREYS.
Then I was like, this is the GREATEST MOVIE EVER.
I feel a little better.
It’ll take a couple of days to adjust, but ultimately, it’s for the best.
Time to focus on getting through the next 4 weeks in one piece. Then it’s off to the DR for beach, boozing, and poor life choices.
And that's that.
He’s not done with her, so I’m done with him.
